Omaigawd~
Whole day I keep going to the toilet. To poop.
Stomach hurts periodically.
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Ok, so I said I was gna have my re-test tday right.
It was sooo embarrassing.
The lecturer kept helping me with the paper /:
1st he started by telling me the formulae indirectly.
Then he actually started to whisper to me directly.
I actually was so ready to give it up but he didnt let me hand up the paper !!
The paper started at 8pm, supposed to end at 8:40pm.
I only managed to leave the room at 9:50pm.
That was after like a gazillion pple circled me teaching me how to do the questions they saw I got wrong.
OMG man.
I was really the LAST to finish.
Before all of this, I was so ready to hand up my paper at 8:30pm okay !!
Crazy shit.
&It’s kinda weird bcuz no one usually talks to me in class. Especially not the girls.
Only the guys will take the initiative. My 1st friend &2nd friend in my 1st module were guys.
I met a couple of other girl friends THROUGH the guys.
But anw I spend very very very little time in sch also so I hardly mix arnd with those friends I made in my modules. Even when I go to sch, Im late or rushing or just doing my own thing.
Bestf told me, if she didnt know me, she wouldnt dare to approach me also.
She said I have the face that says “I JUDGE”.
-.-
Sec sch &college were defo easier.
P.S. SHAPNEM, I miss you :] I recently read your blog. I feel so sorry youre so miserable in perth. But I totally know what it feels like. Except, I had YOU then. I miss the sleepovers, the sneaking &lying to my STUPID homestay, the smithssweetthaichillichips+coke we unhealthily ate for dinner &supper, the walking in the cold, the library “mugging”, the shopping at harbourtown, the brownies, the bitching, the oggling at mrhotguy, the last minute crazy laughing at you trying to cram chem notes into your retarded graphic calc. Heehee. Perth was fun with you :] Mwa. Hope you read this !