I lost my button

i had the most most most horrifying dream which i just woke up from. i dreamt that nigel died.
i was still schooling in australia, playing some hide &seek with my friends in a big house. i locked myself in a big room &somehow fell asleep on the big bed. when i woke up, i took a long time to pack my stuff up then went outside. i saw S, hugged her &asked her why she came back. everyone started acting funny around me. S wanted to tell me something but didnt know how to. i rememered vaguely hearing something about someone passing away when i was asleep. so i told her, yes i know someone passed away. she just continued hesitating &looking at me all weird. until it hit me. so i just walked off, because i didnt wna hear it. i received a call from T who apparently already knew &was telling me about some love stuff which i just hung up on. i called nigel’s handphone &his grandfather picked up, talking to me in hokkien. then i called his room phone which his mum picked up &told me it all. which i still remember but dont rlly wna say.

vivid, isnt it.
silly, arent i.

my eyes shot open. i have never felt so relieved to be in singapore, in my room, on my bed &not where i was in the dream.
then i immediately called nigel who answered me in his hEeLLLLLOoOoooO ?
:]

it was scary !

but nigel is sugar sweet to me nowadays.
like ytd at cafe cartel, i told him my carbonara pasta tastes funny (it was sour) &he insisted that i swap with his tasty fish &chips :D

anyway, on a little more anticlimax note.
i lost my button.
i bought a super nice shorts online but when it reached me, 1 button was missing.
i went to spot light &craft stores but i cant find the same button.
i considered buying a different style but that would mean i would have to buy 8 of that different style to replace all the buttons. &the style that i particularly liked at spotlight, was very expensive to buy 8.

anyway, here’s trying

DOES ANYONE HAVE ONE OF THESE BUTTONS ?
please help to search around your mum’s button box,
or have you seen it in any stores ?
i am so desperate for it.

i might return it to the store for a refund if i am really too desperate.