
you know i cant smile without you,
i can’t laugh
and i can’t sing,
i’m finding it hard to do anything.
you see, i feel sad when you’re sad,
i feel glad when you’re glad,
if you only knew what i’m going through,
i just can’t smile without you.
you came along just like a song
and brightened my day,
who would’ve believe that you were part of a dream
now it all seems light years away.
now some people say happiness takes so very long to find.
well I’m finding it hard leaving your love behind me.
if you only knew what i’m going through,
i just can’t smile without you.
hi.
i feel sooooo.
so so so so so.
bored relaxed lazy guilty to be lazy slack sad lonely very lazy yet very guilty.
my sister is leaving for U.S. tmr.
jayjaybean wants to go too.


my sentiments exactly. I WANT TO GO TOO !
ugh. back to being all lonely again.
family-less. sucks to be me right.
anyway, i hope i can go to kl at the end of this month.
that is, if nth else comes in the way.
have not studied during the weekend.
i have guilt oozing out of my body.
i fell sick.
i travelled all the way to choachukang = 1hr train ride.
then back to bedok on a bus. cuz bus is more comfy than train.
then i travelled all the way to jurong east = 1hr bus ride.



siCKsICK. SICK !!



ugLYuGLY. FUGLY !!
ate dinner.
watched hellboy.

quite nice. i like all the creatures.
i think the movie is supposed to be funny.
but they totally failed.
so yes, you will practically not laugh at all :]
oh. i finally found the seaweed ring.
ever since i ate it at the pub, i told nigel i wna search for it. so yummy.
nigel’s mummy bought it for me.
but. I. COULDNT. TASTE.
i was so angry. so jealous. so sad ):
all 3 of them could taste it but me.
really now.
i am so… i-dont-know-what.
undescribable !!
i have lab lesson tmr (important. marks accounted for towards final grade.)
yet, i want very very much to send my sister off.
hOw nOw bRoWn CoW ?!
i am so frustrated just by this little thing.
yes, pple out there got no food, no shelter.
yet here i am, moping around about this.
can someone help me ?
why is my heart so heavy.
arGgKkKZzx ~



