been busy &running arnd these past few days.
if i didnt have a dog, i swear i wont even bother coming home.
to like cook his food for a mere half hour then rushing out again.

bf have been accompanying me for dinner almost everyday :D
&he cooked me a morning love omelette.
(but my omelette taste much better)

anw now, i hope i dont get the job.
because i have too much stuff to do next week.

the 18yr old girl i know just gave birth to her beautiful baby girl.
she’s the world’s coolest momma i swear !
amandachia asked me to visit the baby with her next week.
but im kinda shy &scared that it’ll be awkward.
since i dont know the mum so well. like through lj &friendster only ?!

okay i just realised, i have damn a lot of friends met online.
i even met amandachia online.
&my gd friend yanling too. lol.
+ so much more. you know who you are !

haha lets see how it goes.

im still waiting for my sister to come home.
she is due back in singapore today.
but maybe she’s not coming to this house.
):
i keep having dreams of the scenarios when she comes home.

k bye.
i wanted to do some quiz thingy &paste on my blog.
but im fucking distracted chatting w amandachia. hAHHhahHAH.

so i spent $40++ on this avene compact only to find out the spree organiser ordered the wrong damn shade for me.
&ha-bloody-ha, i’ve actually used it alr so we can’t return it ?
because i didnt SUSPECT i would get the wrong shade so i didnt check &in fact it looked pretty dark but when i applied it, it’s as white as anything.
grr.

moreover, im going overseas pretty soon which means tan tan tan &tan.
so i will never get fair enough for the stupid $40 compact.

sigh.
anw an update on my day,
studied at j.e. for the entire day ^^V
spent $2.40 photocopying 30 pages on primates &hominin evolution.

i am such a hardworker lor.
but i am wasting a lot of paper.
dont worry, i promise to buy that thingamajiggy that allows you to make textured paper from old paper.
then i can start making textured papers for everyone !

watched sex &the city tday.
i think theyre so fucking overdrama.
why must they squeal in excitement each time they see one another ?

okay whatevs.
going to thumper then zouk tmr !
zouk @$15 - NOT underaged !! woohoo !
who’s going ! :D

oooohmg.
dawn so poor thing huh.
“fame-ass” blogger. lol.

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2008/07/yet-another-update-and-i-am-not-happy.html
must read :D

fake face, fake personality.

i, myself, would totally love to do plastic surgery.
but i would NEVER reconstruct my entire face.
(much less do it just to look like someone else ?!)

as said in the Get Smart movie : “I used to look like my mum.”

i kinda had this point of view like, why keep children in the dark about “adult” stuff.
eg. sex (where do babies come from ?)
aren’t they going to learn it sooner or later anyway ?

or like vulgarities.
what’s the use of covering their ears ?
they heard it, they know it, they’ll surely use it when theyre older.
so are parents just trying to savour their child’s youth ?
for like, a few years ?

SO, i just came across this article about the youngest(or one of ?) mum in singapore.
click here to view

apparently this PRIMARY 3 girl had a BOYFRIEND.
whom she had SEX WITH FREQUENTLY in her house !

this is so what. the. hell.

i didnt even know one could get horny at such an age.
wtf. cant even imagine.
how did they even learn about it ?!
primary sch kids, knowing how to have sex.
doesnt it make you older virgins feel kinda shameful. HAHA. jk.

anyway, so now i see the point.
it’s really better to shield your child from such thoughts in the first place.

freaky shit.

it’s 9:10am now.
i should have been home HOURS ago.
but yes, shit happened.
$20+ wasted. on NOTHING.
i hate spending unnecessary money. no matter what sum.

went dancing with bestf last night.
IT WAS SO MUCH FUN !
we did shufffffling. heehee.
it’s super tiring man. exercise ! burn fats !
i so luv dancing.

bestf &i dont ever dance in the crowd.
we dance outside the crowd. in our own space.
but somehow, idiots still happened to talk to us.
some of them, i politely declined.
some of them, i laughed at his face til i literally cried.
“CAN I JOIN YOU BAYBEH !” hahahahhahaha.
“hi, my name is kai. can i have your number ?”
“mY frEn waNz tO knOw U. can you oblige ?”

anyway. can i just emphasize how much fun it was dancing.
hahaha.

all the girls looked exactly the same.
their floral shit, oversized “boyfriend” shirts, braided head bands, skinny waist belt.
i found a girl’s phone in the toilet. but we couldnt find the girl.
i said “see, next time dont dress the same as everyone else. you wont get back your phone.”

but i managed to find her in the end.
i would like to say to her guy friend- next time don’t be so god damned fucking rude when answering the call of the person who found the phone. “EH WHO ARE YOU !”. what if i decided that your rudeness doesnt deserve the phone back ?

oh. we saw a raggedyanndoll.
so humiliated.

the lesson learnt : some pple just shouldnt get drunk in public.
you weren’t aware of the no. of pple pointing to you &laughing at your face.
it’s not that i wna bother about you. but, it was too attention-grabbing.
even when i was staring at the shuffler’s feet.

we went to mac’s at 3am.
some guys literally chased us.
just for a phone number, you wish to throw away your dignity.
begging for it. shame shame shame.
your balls dropped. but dont bother picking them up.
i thought it would be funny to run.
&i sprinted far away. my legs ached like crazy ):

reached mac’s &we just………………………died.
waiting for my mcgriddles.
4am sharp. the manager said “5mins more. we follow our clock.”

6pm, meeting bestf to study.
i need my beauty sleep.